Sunday, November 3, 2013

Somethings...

There are things you cannot force
Things you cannot earn
They must be given from the source
These things you cannot learn

A connection between souls
As precious as is rare
like a spoon for a bowl
Completion when you’re near

There’s things in life I can’t explain
like a language from within
Sometimes these things can cause us pain
They cast out where we’ve been

The energy ‘tween you and I
Requires we go west
but I’ll understand if south you fly
back to your prior nest

There are things you cannot force
At most you can inspire
Sometimes the ending is remorse
We're strengthened by the fire.

Akin Ogunsola
November 3, 2013

Friday, November 1, 2013

Lies...

In conversation we weave in our lies
where the truth in our hearts is kept
Weakness, in public, our tongue decries
forgetting memories under rugs we swept

Why can’t we put our truths in front
and for our sins we face the brunt?
The bible says that truth will set us free
so why do we lie... Why can’t we see?

A cloak of lies we sew in vain
can’t we see it is the plague?
We dress in filth to soothe our pain
and live a life fruitless and vague

For me a lie waits like a reaper
In little doses grows like a creeper
waiting to devour the guilty sleeper
to corrupt the core, darker, and deeper

They say perfect love casts out all fear
perhaps the bible offers a clue
that if I hold you close, and draw you near
you’ll drop your lies, and simply be you.

Akin Ogunsola
November 1, 2013

Monday, December 31, 2012

Andoral

Once upon a time in the vast lands of middle earth, man, goblin, elf and ork lived in peace. This was not a tense kind of peace brought about by treaties and agreements, but a transparent peace, where one could argue that they were truly unaware of their differences.
It was in this time that a young ork fell in love with the maiden of elves. For years they enjoyed a happiness that was as pure as it was unlikely. This pair was cut from the same roll, the only difference being that she is an elf, and he, an ork.
Now legends had spoken of a terrible evil, a faceless enemy that would one day seek to destroy the very fabric of peace in middle earth, or at least to alter it forever. Let’s just say kids, that this evil came upon middle earth and turned man from troll, troll from elf, and elf from ork. Middle earth was divided into factions with treaties, diplomacies and worst of all, tensions.
These tensions did not spare the young couple, and despite the all-encompassing nature of their affection, they were soon thrust into a demonizing cycle of expectations, disappointments and preconceptions. The darkness had begun to descend… but the legends also spoke of one other thing…
Andoral – the name of the mightiest sword in all of middle earth.
Andoral. A sword whose very existence is bathed in myth, marinated in rumor, wrapped in mystery and influenced by culture and the changing times…! The mere fact that the ancient texts would describe this weapon as being the only hope for middle earth, to many, this seemed a death sentence already delivered.
And so it was, many an ork and elf saw the better days of their union lost to bickering and contempt – the warmth of every heart was lost to a coating of ice. In fact, so deep and wicked was the plan of the faceless enemy that in just a matter of months, orks, elves and humans could barely remember what the peaceful times felt like, nor could they understand why they had even sought peace to begin with! The foundations of compassion, friendship, love and forgiveness had been eaten away, never to be restored.
But our young ork, despite the hardness of his heart towards the elven maiden, despite the endless conflicts rising daily in the heart middle earth, despite not feeling loved by the one he cherished the most, our young ork would never deny the profoundness of the bond he shared with this maiden. Surely the world had gone mad! And though his heart and body screamed injustice! Though his anger lashed out with such ferocity that he might as well have been the mindless barbarian described in the hottest of insults… our young ork had his memories, and would never deny the sincerity of his maiden in those moments.
Unknown to him, across the middle earth on the other side of the dark veil set down by the faceless one, the maiden fought a similar battle within herself. The basis for things she loved about our young ork had suddenly become grounds for crimes – crimes that diminished his worth in her heart. On one hand she loved that the ork cared much for her, but ever since the tensions began, the very existence of these tensions alongside their affection felt more like a betrayal of trust and nonchalant possessiveness. Indeed these were dark times, but she would never let herself forget the memories… the trueness that they had once felt.
And that was when it ROARED! The faceless enemy lurched forward out of the nether and into the heart of middle earth! For the first time the truth behind this even creature was revealed – it’s cunning! It’s manipulation! The ability to mislead by misinterpretation! Truly this was a creature unlike any ever seen!! It was always present, always awake, searching for a casual shrug or side-eye to embellish with the most convincing exaggerations of contempt! Middle earth was oblivious to its presence… all except 2 young warriors… one young ork, and his elven maiden.
The ancient texts had spoken of Andoral as a sword that is summoned by its wielder in a time of great need… and now the ork understood. Of course the legendary sword Andoral existed! There it was right in his hand, where it has always been! A sword of flames that burned brighter than anything else he’d ever seen! These flames slowly melted the ice around his heart, and equally unrealistically, began to melt a portion of the beasts’ face that faced the ork.
In that same moment, right next to the ork, but separated by dark clouds so he could not see, the elven maiden had discovered her Andoral as well as was standing up to the beast! And as her sword burned brighter, the ice around her heart began to melt, as well as the portion of the beasts’ face that faced her directly.
It was in this moment that the unthinkable happened! The dark clouds lifted and the young ork, together with his maiden found themselves side by side… holding on to their Andorei (that’s like plural for Andoral haha). They look up, just in time to see the double headed beast standing calm as portions of its many heads melt away. But what they saw did not surprise them – this couple understood - they had already figured out the ancient teachings… they had found peace again. This time would be different. This time, this was a peace they would fight for, together, a peace they would protect together until the end. And with these last thoughts they charged towards the beast! The ork to the head of the beast that was the image of himself, and the elf to the head of the beast that was the image of herself – an eternal battle to protect their union, yet at the same time, finding the peace they once knew in the fight to protect it.
And so they fought for many eternities… protecting one another, in love, in peace, and in duty… And they were not alone. Some others joined in the fight against the beast that is themselves, to protect their unions…
Andoral – A sword that pierces only its wielder… in a bid to preserve all that is precious.
Unfortunately, many are still unable to face themselves to protect those they love the most. I write you today because I know you are not one of these people… but more importantly because I want this to be yet another memory: The day we began to fight ourselves, for ourselves.
Sincerely,
Your Ork. 
Akin Ogunsola | 2012

Sunday, November 11, 2012

The Hard Road

Sometimes the challenge lies not on the road ahead, but on the road within. Our penchant for stability in life is often explained off as a kind of risk mitigation – but what if what we are truly trying to mitigate is the change in us that life surely brings. We are loathe to change rapidly because who we are today is a collection of years of experience, emotion and interpretation. For that sole reason love is both exhilarating and terrifying. We change, we adapt, all so we can accommodate the existence of another into our own – and it requires a kind of temporary insanity which is just what love is. This is also why heartbreak is the ultimate disaster. All that inner change, the adaptation of hopes and dreams – all for what seem like naught. The worst part is that we have to unlearn being with that person, the ultimate insult on the ultimate injury. But sometimes, just sometimes, we are better for it.

Akin Ogunsola | November 2012

Saturday, November 10, 2012

The Harvest

Slowly I stir from cold dark sleep

Beats in my chest, life yet in me
Darkness fades but sorrow proves
Tears still fall beneath closed lids

Wisdom offered ‘s a waste of time
When have words ever wet a thirst?
Persist you might to bring me cheer
What good’s a cup of tea in hell

My old friend time keeps marching on
Helping old smiles fade to scars
The worldly realm is now awake
Hollow eyes still wish for stars

What’s wrong you ask? I cannot say
Why do you cry? I’m not okay
You need to talk; Can’t talk today…
I’ll protect you! Just go away

The morning sun stares at my face
Warming me to flirt with hope
To flirt with thoughts of brand new days
No broken dreams; No pointless pain

Heavy lids part for the morn
Damn the sun, it always wins
Here we go, One day in hand
Lets plant new lies, and reap old truths

Akin Ogunsola | November 2012

Sunday, April 5, 2009

Out of adversity...

I remember last night, the things you said
The silent tears you cried in bed 
And there with me, your pain you shared 
Faith hung on by just a thread   

I knew not what to say or do 
I remember last night, I cried with you 
And there we lay, I cried with you
And there we lay… …Déjà vu   

I won’t repeat those words you spoke 
I won’t betray – I’d rather choke 
I remember last night, the night I broke 
The night of things we can’t revoke   

Maybe life is best unfair 
And from its ache we learn to care 
Maybe hearts bond in despair 
I remember last night, for I was there

“Out of adversity, valor is born


Akin Ogunsola 
April 2009


Monday, March 30, 2009

Assignment #4

Hand, sand, manage, carnage; 
Love, above, dream, scream; 
Lives, gives, slaves, knaves; 
Ring, sing, true, woo. 
Words by Dara Lanlehin     

An atheist’s lament   

What dirty joke is at my hand? 
Given life, yet made of sand 
Death will come - no choice but manage 
Keeping sane within the carnage   

We spend our days in search of love 
If we don’t find, we search above 
This f***ing thing is like a dream 
Makes me sick I want to scream   

Who hands out death and who lives? 
Who takes my joy and who gives? 
Is life a gift, or are we slaves 
The poor, the rich... are they the knaves? 
  
A bell within this song might ring 
What is my cause, each heart must sing 
I wait the day when all's made true 
The day that death shall gently woo     


Akin Ogunsola 
March 2009